Drunk almost every night and the emergency room is practically on first name basis with you.

My mother is a drunk (or was until she had to be in a wheelchair for a few months, she has to take a lot of meds so alcohol is kind of out of the question for a while) and she yells at me for the stupidest reasons.
Yesterday I served myself some reheated pizza and I didn't use a plastic plate holder. She gave me a lecture for 45 minutes about it.

This is why I live with my Dad.

Silly Miggles. You don't need a family. WE ARE YOUR FAMILY NOW.

Daben, no. Just, no, alright man?

My mom gets pissed at me if I wear socks outside. She then thinks he has things to do with the bills, and walking on my pant legs apparently has something to do with me not ever doing what she tells me.

But, hell. We all have issues with something, we really do, but we're still here. We tough through that sh!t, and nothing will stop us.

I'm envious of you and your apparent wealth - I was on pills when I was like eight until ten-ish, but it was a ♥♥♥♥ of AD/HD meds, plus a couple antidepressants, and I think some sleep aids plus some other stuff. That scared me away from any sort of behavioral modification medication, and now that I feel I could really benefit from antidepressants, my family's even poorer than usual and I don't want to bring it up because then my dad realizes just how financially screwed we are and gets all angry.

Can you chuckle-heads be at least half as sincere with me?

Alright, parents always do things that for us are stupid (it depends on the thing though, maybe they do things that are undoubtly stupid) because, like every human being, they think different, and not only that, we usually have a large age difference with our parents, which means that we will think even more differently.

If your parents yell at you because you do something they think it's stupid it's just because they want you to be safe, and because they can't make you change your ways in a "normal" way, they get desperate and do anything they can do; stupid ways to get your attention or force you to change your mind.

Fun Fact: you will be parents in the future, you will know what they are living now when you are in their situation.

And,


This.

Lost my best friend yesterday.

****** was who I thought was the only true friend I had.

Ever since highschool he's been making friends with these junkies, one I hear does Meth, and the other acid and PCP. I think it's these guys who's changed him.

It was Halloween and no one wanted to hang out to go candy hunting.
I asked him why he didn't invite me to trick or treat with him.

He said it was because I was annoying.
To him I was nothing more than a nuisance.

I asked what the hell was wrong with him.
He asked me the age old "U mad?" which I have no idea where the ♥♥♥♥ the /b/tard came from.

Then I told him I just wanted to hang out with him and he told me that I should have made plans to hang with him instead of waiting for him to invite me. After that, I told him I shouldn't have to make plans since we are friends. He then said I was "jelly", because I don't have as many friends as him.

It was starting to piss me off and make me sad. I told him he knew about my anger issues and sensitivities to things like this.

He said, "Grow up".

Now how the ♥♥♥♥ am I supposed to grow up, when suddenly 6 years of friendship is just ignored by the other party. The constant supporting of this poor income bastard that used his dad's inheritance money on weed and personal items instead of something that would actually matter in life.

Am I just supposed to be suddenly happy? My head literally went off the deep end and started thinking about ending it, thinking about what the ♥♥♥♥ just happened, and what the hell I did wrong to this guy.

Also, awhile back we got into a fight because I got pissed at him for trying XTC since during highschool he's hung out with these junkies, one I hear does Meth, the other PCP and acid.

I mean of course I'm going to get scared for my friend and worry about him if they push him into XTC, but I worried what else they were going to make him try.
Anyways, he ends up getting pissed at me for worrying and trying to tell his friends to tell him to knock it off, what they think about it, ect.

He said "you were lucky I forgave you" and how I wasn't considered his best friend after that because no one really wanted to talk to him after that.

After all of this, I felt like I lost this conversation, then he told me, "Chat me up when you wanna hang".

In all my years I have never felt more reason to take a knife and gut someone.

How old is this guy, and who says 'u mad' irl? Anyway, he seems like a complete douche, and I feel for you, BB.
I have no advice to offer though, so :\

Drugs are bad, kids.

19. One year older than I am.

Also, the reason why it isn't in another thread is because each thread I start, a shitstorm happens, thank you.

That illogical thought pattern seems to suggest he was probably toasted on something at that time.

Sorry about your friend, man. He sounds like a horrible person. Is he always like that?
Maybe you should try flipping the tables and getting him angry by being nonchalant about it.
That gets people piiisssed.


Drugs are awful anyways. It's like beer and cigarettes, why are they so popular if they are so BAD for you? It's stupid.

people use it to deal with things,
People drink to help deal with their problems, people smoke to help deal with their stress
I know this mostly because i had a few friends whom, When i asked the same they gave that reply,
it kinda applies to everyone really, when i'm Stress i just sprite or do digital art, it relaxes me, sadly in my household i'm kinda the "slave" of the house.

Once I leave full time education, I will be considered my families financial source.

They will have a surprise.

Wine is drunk.
I drink wine.
I am drunk.
I am... wine?